startin‘ breakfast with whiskey is a nice way to throw away the day
for two hours or so it goes up
and you feel free and strong
have ideas and answers
all your problems in life seem petty
but at about 10 o‘clock you send messages to your dealer
post shit about your ex girlfriends on social networks
listen to podcasts about obsessive behaviour
drown yourself in self pitty
eat the craziest unhealthy food mankind can imagine
(which you get delivered from unwashed immigrants)
scream at people from your bedroom window
dressed in dirty underwear
you found somewhere behind your desk
throw up the 80 euro bottle mixed with undigested fast food
on your so called art
get in bed
piss without moving
rape yourself in tears
to some bad russian amateur assfuckin‘
after you wrote shite
about drinkin‘ in the morning
great you think
it is 13 o‘clock
again
