paid job

i know a lot more about the dominion war than about making a living, getting my shit together or finding and keeping a real paid job

Lewis Hyde

“Most artists are brought to their vocation when their own nascent gifts are awakened by the work of a master. That is to say, most artists are converted to art by art itself. Finding one’s voice isn’t just an emptying and purifying oneself of the words of others but an adopting and embracing of filiations, communities, and discourses. Inspiration could be called inhaling the memory of an act never experienced. Invention, it must be humbly admitted, does not consist in creating out of void but out of chaos.” - Lewis Hyde

smutna praca.

nad czym pracujesz?
nad niezabiciem sie.
smutna praca.

ecstasy and existence

i want you only for my purpose
for my appetite and craving
your function is to abide
my demand
and
desire
want to tie you up
to unmovable matter
and lock the room

as much as i want to be your dog
i want you
to be my slave
your frail, submissive body
your limited movements
my prey
my sacrifice
for nature
being a beast
for ecstasy
and existence