2022-07-16

why do i do not

im lazy
or am i reloading
im wasting time
or am i taking in new information
another stupid youtube video
or modern political satire
the same old men on my screen
or a manifestation of what is to come
am i a lead
or am i fake
a voice of a generation
or just a follower of mainstream media
am i a pawn
or a puppeteer
a do'er
or a don't
always fighting those two
never on the same page
or am i missing something
is this the accumulation
the words of a walking, talking paradox
or just 'normal' human expression
you bored already?
i know thinking is tedious
who knows really
i certainly don't
yet
but surely with time
we will all know
something
maybe even more
who knows