after 20 years i retired from the music scene today
20 years of pushing the envelope
20 years of being right
20 years of fighting for the small guy
20 years of hoping they understand
20 years of riding and trying to explain the waves
20 years of youth culture
20 years of youth problems
20 years of the next big thing
20 years of kids doing it big
20 years of songs
artists
and managements
budgets
projects
concerts
and spectacles
so many lights
so many warm hugs
so many happy faces
20 years i gave y'all my heart for what felt like 15 euros a pop
and you swallowed
got you all trained!
ON MY MARK!
BE HAPPY!
and you did
y'all came
y'all finally came when i called
what a rush
thank you luv
in those 20 years
you've been a good boy
did i made money you ask?
i do not know
im no businessmen
i like the style chico
i like the vibes
for 20 years i played it cool
20 years i did that
20 years of cool
20 years of counting cash
20 years of white gurls shakin their ass
20 years of black girls shakin their ass
20 years of savagery
20 years of hotel rooms
20 years of green rooms
20 years i had wifi in your favorite night club
20 years not paying for entry or drink
20 years i've seen all the cubicles
20 years it snowed
20 years drake had a hit song
20 years house has its comeback
20 years of the same dj's playing everywhere
20 years the djs changed all the time
20 years the new kid had a hit
20 years they played the same once again
20 years i tell them to learn cdjs (maybe only 5 years im telling them that if im completely honest)
20 years they bring controllers
20 years i push everybody
but in 20 years only a few understood
so many years so many faces so many songs
and they still find you something new
something only they will get
something only they will feel
something which is purely theirs
made in their childlike loins
felt with their childish hearts
to be 20 years again
and tell them
show em all over again
a dream only they can live
but i am alive
i am awake
and totally not dead
my loin is pumping!
and ready to go...
but do not ask me to party
cause i am, as i said
retired