i feel depressed
i have everything
me
everybody
perimetric
glorious
evolving
and spirited
still
i hate life
i hate me
i hate you
impotent
to move
to think
to do
i couch myself away
throw away my zeal
for a moment of repine satisfaction
lethargic amusement
doomed terms
funereal joy
aimless scrounge
all over the place
and nowhere to go
fishing for a trifle
discovering the cipher
jostle myself into it
just to find myself
laying there
weak and sad
