what do i expect?
i expect an unnatural vibrancy
an unfiltered exchange of consciousness
a pushy urge to show dead minds to one another
dominant levels of argument
where is your hurtful boast
for the greater good
what do i get?
sadly a simple revulsion in me
towards the inattentive
my guts roar for the swine, the pests
the red faced meat
troglodytes laughing, huffing and puffing
so much flesh and fat
hanging from brittle bones
who made these?
ofc more of them
what indescribable horrors had to breed
under heavy ache
mawing at each other
releasing settlers in every direction
whole countries bend to their wim
they tell you right from wrong
these eyeless shapes fueled by sugar, day old coffee
and hypocrisy
wholesale meat
50% off
i fuck better bitches than them
i tell myself
a young ting just suffocated on my dick
and im taking an overprized uber home
everything is ok
i write my mom
everything is ok
life is fun
i cant feel my legs
my mind popping back into this backseat
my stomach tumbling
20 years i do dis
20 years im a beast
everything for the beast
with the beast we go
these bitches dont vote tho
they dont buy the planes
they dont rape
bike lanes or
cheap discount serotonin
pick your side
who wins anyway
their peristalis pushes out
an endless stream of moldy yolk
loose muscles wobble around
while hellish gulping noises
spew out the latest hate
you cant win
you dont have the man power
my digestive system is not not made for this
the terror wont be my hindrance tho
i hack myself out of it if necessary
tear their ugly flesh apart
just to see the brilliance
cause there is light
not only in me but in you too
so clutch your gladius and shield
seize the moment
until the floor is slippery from the opposition
we need to make the moment bigger
expand the pattern
fill the still life
play with the contrast
and slide the composition
sorry im such a pretentious lil shutterbug
but capturing passion is my goal
i just need peace
people just want peace, right?
and its not my fault there is none
also not yours...
