a girl

im into you
you are my happening
i adore you
you are my frenzy
i wanna know you
everything you stand for
or fight against
everything you think, live or destroy
everything you build, search or negate
everything
gives me a sacral thrill
your words
your look
your face
your eyes
your hair
your body
your wounded soul
your fighting heart
your triumphs
and epic wars
against everybody
against yourself
and me
your delphic blood
your erotic drive
your twisted energy
charges me
arouses me
gives me back
what i thought
i had lost
im lost
im found
near you
im me
im somebody
i nauseate
from happiness
throwing up
rainbows
abnegate
my old gods
and worship you
omnipotent
lurid
blinding
women
wich defeated me
and sacrificed my core and segments
so i can be your renewed slave
and i
as the conquered savage
acknowledge
honor
crown
and adore
your regime
as i am controlled
by your will
and desire
hail
you

black metal cappuccino

first you take thousands of thousands of bereft tradition and enslavement, excruciating titillate it with boiling water till nothing is left besides dark consumptious matter - subsequently you take the discharge, the impure aqueous effluent which you duff under violent rape from a pristine and pure feminine creature and impact, batter and engrave all your hate on it with a metal club - you watch this bestial scene for as long as your lust shiver your inwards with anticipation and thoughts of acquired, morbid appetite and anxiety for this unhallowed union of junk - you pour this mutant chimaera of insipid in a flask worthy of an emperor - and finally in the vertex of this cryptic ritual you dump the erotic fuel into your craving gob and delicate your palate - absolute - like your rule over your suffering kingdom