i fear everything
i fear you
i fear me
i fear us
i fear them
i am frightened by phone calls
i am frightened by conversations
i am frightened by women
i am frightened by mundane work
i am frightened by ignorance
iam frightened of the empty page
i am not frightened by art tho
magic
love
peace
and understanding
cinema, and its wizards
by prose, and its composers
they dont frighten me
i need them
they take away the fear
they are the hero in my epic
can i elevate if i have gods tho?
will those gods ever listen?
am i butchering my creative freedom by praying to them?
what is idolatry if not opium
or a sinking ship
i need to be the captain
riddled with fear
but still
i need to listen to me and my gut right?
i cant let the voices deny me my power
all the small minds
all the mundane tasks
it seems like i never heave myself out of it
but i have to
i really do
