2022-07-13

im retired

 after 20 years i retired from the music scene today

20 years of pushing the envelope

20 years of being right

20 years of fighting for the small guy

20 years of hoping they understand

20 years of riding and trying to explain the waves

20 years of youth culture

20 years of youth problems

20 years of the next big thing

20 years of kids doing it big

20 years of songs

artists

and managements

budgets

projects

concerts

and spectacles

so many lights

so many warm hugs

so many happy faces

20 years i gave y'all my heart for what felt like 15 euros a pop

and you swallowed

got you all trained!

ON MY MARK!

BE HAPPY!

and you did

y'all came

y'all finally came when i called

what a rush

thank you luv

in those 20 years

you've been a good boy


did i made money you ask?

i do not know

im no businessmen

i like the style chico

i like the vibes

for 20 years i played it cool

20 years i did that

20 years of cool

20 years of counting cash

20 years of white gurls shakin their ass

20 years of black girls shakin their ass

20 years of savagery

20 years of hotel rooms

20 years of green rooms

20 years i had wifi in your favorite night club

20 years not paying for entry or drink

20 years i've seen all the cubicles

20 years it snowed


20 years drake had a hit song

20 years house has its comeback

20 years of the same dj's playing everywhere

20 years the djs changed all the time

20 years the new kid had a hit

20 years they played the same once again


20 years i tell them to learn cdjs (maybe only 5 years im telling them that if im completely honest)

20 years they bring controllers

20 years i push everybody

but in 20 years only a few understood

so many years so many faces so many songs

and they still find you something new


something only they will get

something only they will feel

something which is purely theirs

made in their childlike loins

felt with their childish hearts

to be 20 years again

and tell them

show em all over again

a dream only they can live


but i am alive

i am awake

and totally not dead

my loin is pumping!

and ready to go...

but do not ask me to party 

cause i am, as i said

retired